learning still...

for over a month a now, i have kept my daily planner in a drawer thinking that by doing such, i will learn to let go of my things-to-do's and live life spontaneously, one day at a time. ..to learn to actually deal with my life's buggies hands-on and not just write about them at the back pages of my planner...to learn to face my not-so-childish fears (and there's a lot of them) and stop hiding from them in the pages of that brown booklet. that one month wasn't easy. the things that came my way unexpectedly were overwhelming.

i did let go of the lists i used to have on my daily planner (minus the post-its this time, mind you) but dealing with life and facing one's fears? ...they are all but easy to achieve. i think they never were short-term goals...they are learned everyday and that as each day unfolds itself, you get to keep some pieces of wisdom in your pocket and use them as wisely as one can be.